I really really can't stand this anymore...
I wanted to write in facebook to tell everyone how fucking idiot + stupid is my mother, but I just cant write it in facebook because I dont want people to know about what is currently happening in my family...
Tonight, its a night that my tears just flow out from my eyeballs.
If I can, I will choose to leave this fucking family to get a new life.
I wont write anywhere about what really happened, because I will never let my friends know about it.
I really, cant see any further, I got no idea what and how my future will be...
But as for now, I will still act happy in front of my friends everyday, I have to pleasure the moments I have with my friends now, but for what I think now,
I might most probably unable to enter any university, or I might have to drop out after December.
I just praying every night, its not I cant study, I just cant focus on anything now... I wish, I can reduce my 10years life to save and solve all these, and back to few years back.
